Monday, October 23, 2006
everyone's moody, upset, frustrated, irritated over one thing or another, me inclusive... i've become more easily frustrated, being too insensitive at times and oversensitive at another... i know something's wrong with me... really moody... its either there are stuffs that are troubling me or i'm coming up with ridiculous ideas and thoughts that's simply irritating, especially at this crucial moment... this really sux... could it be stress?? too much fast food?? or some weird reasons that has yet to be discovered and yet it spreads like the recent stomach flu... hope it ends... hopefully it ends with the A's...
speacking of A's, its only around a week away... kinda want it to come quickly and end quickly... so many things all planned out for the end or A's... but still, there is a need to score well. stress is inevitable, yet like 2 years back i'm not feeling the stress i should have... although regardless stress or not, my major exams will score worse than my prelims, shown in both PSLE and O's... and this time my prelims results were horrible...
ups and downs these few days...
tired of stuffs...mm shant elaborate...
been death note -ing- these few days... pretty happy that i've coverted some of my friends to death noters... made me feel happier being able to share some of my likings to others... a little disappointed with death note the movie - think most fans would agree... mainly Kira...
haha i've watching tons and tons of Battle Royale and when i saw the actor for Kira all i can say was he's familiar... OMG he's the lead for Battle Royale!!! happy for chosing the actor because he's the lead of my favourite movie?? NO... i'm upset... haha cause he cant act!!! he's an innocent boy boy who's helpless in the cruel world of the adults in BR1, okay quite fit the mark for this charactor... didnt do well in BR2 cause he had to act as a leader who's strong, sharpened and matured over the experiences but still he's so boy boy in his acting... then now its death note... mm Kira is a winner... a strong willed student who is capable and has a backbone even before he had found the death note... Kira before he found the death note is a person who has a dream and workes hard for it and finding the notebook was simply the avenue for him to ampilfy his dreams... but in the movie Kira is an imature childish, timid, weak boy boy who gets powers after finding the notebook and bully his bullies... thats completely not Kira... nonono.... kira is a winner; a leader... not a loser-turn-winner... L's cute... same old L in the comic... haha love L... haha most prob they're gonna make L live and Kira dies... which is pretty good an idea because since L loses to Kira in the comic, why not let Kira loses this time round... mm cant wait for The Last Name to come out... Checkmate...
-rain keeps poring-
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